spoke too soon

the dream is over, fellas. roommate can't attend and doesn't feel comfortable lending me his car. i am so mad about the things that make me angry. at this point i am unsure of my options besides the most illustrious, that of giving up. ask my parents? demeaning, and they'll probably say no. hitchhiking? a good idea if i want to die. a bus would be prohibitively expensive and would also take thrice as long to get there. i'm in a rudderless ship here dawgs